for Ana
They always go for the good
girl. You know, the one
who never laughs
too loud or curses at all,
who remains in her seat
even when the teacher steps
out, who dutifully takes down
whatever is written
on the board even without
understanding what it means.
Like the plague or some other
pestilence, they come in seasons.
You are now fifteen. This is your first.
They will smother you with
flattery. They will tell you
that you are mature
for your age, that you are refreshing
to talk to, that they connect with you
in a way that they haven’t with women
their own age. They will chain you
to the idea that you are special,
that you are unlike so many other girls.
And the good girl who was raised
to please and to do as she’s told
never had a chance
to learn that being a good girl attracts
predators as much as praise.
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